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[03 Aug 2006|02:00pm]

mysteronsss
why dosent anybody post in here anymore?

this community used to be so inspiring :(
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first. [30 Apr 2006|10:53am]

addictxx
NAME: *
AGE:15
WEIGHT (LBS): 117
HEIGHT: 5 4
DISORDER(S): EDNOS
HOW LONG?: 7-8 months
LONG TERM GOAL: 95
HEIGHEST WEIGHT: 130
CURRENT BMI: 20.1
FAVORITE BOOK: the lovely bones
FAVORITE BAND: gorillaz
1+ PICTURE OF YOURSELF: Read more...Collapse )
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[29 Dec 2005|01:06am]

acrimsonrelease
[ mood | Okay ]

NAME: Jenna
AGE: 18
WEIGHT (LBS): 153lbs
HEIGHT: 5'1"
DISORDER(S): Ed-nos
HOW LONG?: Current episode began a little over a year ago
LONG TERM GOAL: 95
HEIGHEST WEIGHT: 240lbs
CURRENT BMI: 28.9
FAVORITE BOOK: Too many..
FAVORITE BAND: Linkin Park
1+ PICTURE OF YOURSELF: I always have the most recent pictures of myself in my userinfo.

One More Thing...Collapse )

<3 Jenna

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brand new [06 Dec 2005|08:46pm]

vanish_shadows
[ mood | angry ]

NAME: Caitlin
AGE: 19
WEIGHT (LBS): 102.5
HEIGHT: 5'11
DISORDER(S): anorexia
HOW LONG?: four years
LONG TERM GOAL: 95
HEIGHEST WEIGHT: 134
CURRENT BMI: 14.3
FAVORITE BOOK: Wasted
FAVORITE BAND: n/a
1+ PICTURE OF YOURSELF: nothing current and no scanner, hopefully that doesn't do harm.

favorite quote: mirrors NEVER lie

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[01 Dec 2005|09:26pm]

lovinana
[ mood | lonely ]

Hey girls, yeah this may be long but please read it i could really use the support, and i may be leaving soon... I havn't been around very much... i'm currently 5'7 and 111 pounds... i got down to 109, unfortunatly thanksgiving with 18 members of my relatives...and i wasn't forced but if anyone knows the pressure of having 18 people looking at ya... you'll know what i mean... I was officially diagnosed anorexic yesterday at the doctors office, they're sending me to treatment if you remember my earlier post(s)... my parents keep telling me, "eat please hunny, buy us some time." well i'm sick of eating for them, "buying THEM time" so i've stopped eating... its so confusing now, my heart is set on being 89-93 pounds and my mind is slowly saying you need to get better come on... and now i don't know what to think, keep fasting, or eat healthy until i can get real help... The fact of the matter is that with my heart and mind occupied i have no time to think or feel about anything else, all i do during the day is write in my journal to keep my hand from shaking from malnutrition... the sad part is that i have no idea what i've done all this week, like i'm just going through the motions, which is also from malnutrion, my skin is blotchy and pail, i'm weak, and lightheaded, my nail are all breaking, and i'm utterly freezing 24/7... my hair is thinning and yet when i look in the mirror all i'm doing is getting bigger and bigger...i see myself as everyone else says "dying" which i mean i guess i am... but what in hells name do i really look like? if we have such distorted vision and people say i look too thin, what do i really look like? i'd like to find out, but really if i look bad to me now, won't at some point i look better, after i drop more weight? i don't know anymore, so at the moment until they can get all the stupid financing worked out and i'm leaving i'm fasting...contradiction truly but i don't know where i'm going in life... what is after this? i don't even know, i'm in a about to cry mood right now... and i don't like that mood, because i never know what i'm about to cry about... I want to recover but i don't... and its here that i end my post because you're probably tired of listening to me...

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[01 Dec 2005|03:17pm]
_inthewalls
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[23 Nov 2005|06:54pm]

lovinana
[ mood | cold ]

ok so you havn't heard a lot from me lately... sorry about that, i'm going to be doing an assessment to be admitted at Rogers Memorial Hospital, I think, my parents got very worried about me, and I still havn't eaten about 12-13 days, so I'm recovering now, still not sure yet if i want to, I'm nervous and scared to start this process... We're not sure yet where I'm going but I'm doing that pretty soon. I'm 5'7, 109.2 pounds, and yeah there isn't really a lot to say accept that sometime very soon I'll be going into a treatment center. I will miss all of you terribly, I will be letting all of you know where and when I'm going soon, I just thought I'd get that out there, though I am still fasting and all that crap I just thought I'd let you know that if I seem to disappear thats where I am lol... you all have made such a difference in my life and I thank you, anyone who's been to Rogers Memorial Hospital let me know, it would be really cool if I could hear some more about it... this sounds like i'm saying farewell, but i'll still be around for awhile, i just have no solid ground to stand on right now, it's all up in the air so, anyway...if your interested in the place or whatever the website is...
http://www.rogershospital.org/eating_disorders.php
there ya'll go... well more later i guess...

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Hey I just joined this community [16 Nov 2005|05:45pm]

free_spirit_08
SURVEY.
NAME:Sherrie
AGE:16
WEIGHT (LBS):123
HEIGHT:5'1
DISORDER(S):Anorexia Nervosa at first. But recently I was diagnosed with Eating Disorder NOS
HOW LONG?: Anorexia for about 8 months or so. Eating Disorder Nos ever since the end of my Anorexia. So all in all around a year and a half
LONG TERM GOAL: To Get better... I just want to be normal.
HEIGHEST WEIGHT: 133
CURRENT BMI: 23.2
FAVORITE BOOK: Bottled Up
FAVORITE BAND: Linkin Park
1+ PICTURE OF YOURSELF:
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Survey [23 Oct 2005|08:53pm]

shannon93


SURVEY.

NAME: Shannon
 AGE: 12 WEIGHT (LBS): 102
HEIGHT: 5'3
DISORDER(S): Anorexic
HOW LONG?: 1 year and 1/2
 LONG TERM GOAL: 90
HEIGHEST WEIGHT: 110
CURRENT BMI: ..?
 FAVORITE BOOK: Dont read that much
FAVORITE BAND: Fallout Boy
 1+ PICTURE OF YOURSELF:



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[16 Oct 2005|07:51pm]

lovinana
[ mood | cold ]

ok, well an update...
update...finallyCollapse )

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[16 Oct 2005|04:10pm]

damaged_angel_x
NAME:Jessi
AGE:14
WEIGHT (LBS):120
HEIGHT:4'11"(I'm a short mother fucker)
DISORDER(S):eating disorder not otherwise specified EDNOS
HOW LONG?: Since I was like, 11, so about 3 years.
LONG TERM GOAL: 99 lbs
HEIGHEST WEIGHT:138..I think
CURRENT BMI:24.2(GRR)
FAVORITE BOOK: HomeSick by Jenny Lauren
FAVORITE BAND: Marilyn Manson, Tori Amos, Garbage, Jack Off Jill..I'll stop there.
1+ PICTURE OF YOURSELF:
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[16 Oct 2005|02:18pm]

iwannabeamodel9
NAME:cara
AGE:14
WEIGHT (LBS):123.43
HEIGHT:5ft 5in
DISORDER(S):eating disorder not otherwise specified EDNOS formerley bulimic
HOW LONG?:6 years of ED's 4 years of bulimia 2 of EDNOS
LONG TERM GOAL:100 for now
HEIGHEST WEIGHT:148
CURRENT BMI:21.6 I think
FAVORITE BOOK:what happend to lani garver
FAVORITE BAND:led zeppelin or bright eyes
1+ PICTURE OF YOURSELF:bnone till 110 srry
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dumb [16 Oct 2005|05:18pm]

________desirex
name:
AGE:19
WEIGHT (LBS):I can't weight myself
HEIGHT:5'2"
DISORDER(S):dysthemia, ed-nos
HOW LONG?:since 5
LONG TERM GOAL:100
HEIGHEST WEIGHT:145
CURRENT BMI:FAT
FAVORITE BOOK:american pycho
FAVORITE BAND:white stripes

so I fasted for 3 days which followed binge days and now I'm over my woe is me for eating stage.
So I'm going to fast again for a week because its the only thing that makes me happy.
I havn't weigh myself cuz i'm a failure. I just need to starve to be happy.
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[15 Oct 2005|01:01pm]

so_plastiq
[ mood | refreshed ]

I had the worst hunger pains today, seriously it was almost unbearable. I had to sit down because I felt like I was going to throw up.
It was so random and sudden too. I think it was probably beacause I binged for like 3 days straight, and have been fasting for 2. My body was probably used to me being a fatass and eating like a rhino.
has this ever happened to anyone else?

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[09 Oct 2005|02:51pm]

augustlights
SURVEY.
NAME: Darcy
AGE: 20
WEIGHT (LBS): 134
HEIGHT: 5'4.5"
DISORDER(S): clinically diagnosed anorexic 4 years ago, currently bulimic
HOW LONG?: 6 years now...
LONG TERM GOAL: well...100 got me hospitalized...and I don't want to go back there. So maybe 106?
HEIGHEST WEIGHT: 167
CURRENT BMI: 22.6 :/
FAVORITE BOOK: The Great Gatsby
FAVORITE BAND: showtunes :)
1+ PICTURE OF YOURSELF:
drunken pic from last night...Collapse )
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[04 Oct 2005|10:49pm]

luxwasthelast

This community has been very dead for a long time.  I'm trying to restart this community up.  I would like all the posts to be "friend's only" from now on.  Please post & promote if you can.  I'd just like a close-knit community of people that can talk about what's going on.  Thank you, guys.

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what the fuck? [04 Aug 2005|08:14pm]

onlyposeursdie
[ mood | upset ]

http://www.fxnetwork.com/shows/originals/starved/main.html



how is this even acceptable?

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new new new. [03 Apr 2005|11:42pm]
estrodutches
SURVEY.
NAME: jessica
AGE: 17
WEIGHT (LBS): 130.
HEIGHT: 5'2
DISORDER(S): binge, purge.
HOW LONG?: months
LONG TERM GOAL: 100.
HEIGHEST WEIGHT: 140
CURRENT BMI:
FAVORITE BOOK: i don't read.
FAVORITE BAND: tons.
INSPIRATION: young twiggy lawson, olsens
LINK TO WHERE YOU PROMOTED: craving_perfect.

i just need help.
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[03 Apr 2005|10:07am]

midorinara
Hey girls. I hope you're all holding up. <3

I was wondering if anyone knew of a way to stop those broken blood vessels from appearing on your face? They always show up after I purge, and it's a dead give-away. Does anyone have any tips for preventing them? I tried breathing between purges, because I know it's "violent" purging that does it, but it's not helping..

Thanks for your help, girls! I lost 5 pounds this week!
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[26 Mar 2005|10:17pm]

worthinpounds
hey there lovely ladies. I tryed to put some pictures behind a cut, but the mods rejected it (thank you guys), because the pictures wouldnt show up. so i figured I would just post the link and then they would def. show.

http://community.webshots.com/user/lovefabala2

they're really bad quality and in black and white. I dont know why the didnt transfer from my camera in better condition. So, yeah. Please, dont bash me, I still have a lot of work to do. thanks for the support. :-)

ruthie

exposted to anaqueen and ana diaries
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